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Peru 2012: Another Dual Purpose Mission - A Trip Back Home to the Universe, Not Just to Peru

Toward 12-21-12 Initiation & Ascension

Part 1: Revisiting old haunts from 500 years ago - Cusco, Vilcabamba, Machu Picchu; Part 2: Lake Titicaca, Amantani Island - Initiation & Ascension; Part 3: Lima - Recuperating from it all




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Peru 2012: Another Dual Purpose Mission - A Trip Back Home to the Universe, Not Just Peru

Toward 12-21-12 Initiation & Ascension

Part 1: Revisiting old haunts from a lifetime 500 years ago - Cusco, Vilcabamba, Machu Picchu; Part 2: Lake Titicaca, Amantani Island - Initiation & Ascension; Part 3: Lima - Recuperating from and recapping it all

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Peru 2012 - Part 3

Recap of  Entire Andean Pilgrimage


Back Home: Revelations Continue



Revelations about what happened on 12-21-12 continued after I got back to Maui. Here are some observations and lessons I learned during that first week back home.

HAIKU, Maui, Dec 26-31 - Notes from my Journal and from the Amantani Initiation & Ascension essay:


When it was all over, I felt overwhelmed by what had happened. So I never uttered a word to anyone.  I did not think people were ready to hear that one can ascend and still be in a body. So I just said it would take me some time to process internally everything that transpired on that magical morning.  

Back to Archangel Michael. Here’s what he said how one might feel afterward:

You will feel a sense of disconnection and disassociation. Not severe, not “Where am I? Who am I? What am I doing?” - but certainly a sense of disassociation, almost as if you have taken either some plant or chemical hallucinogen, not that severe, but a sense of, “Oh, I am seeing things very differently. I am in a different process.”


Even your movements, you may feel like you’re moving through air as if you are moving through water.

That’s exactly how I felt (and still do).  I feel as if I am moving through water or floating in air.  It’s a very mellow, soft, gentle, light weighted feeling of smooth motion. Archangel Michael assured us it is okay to feel that way. That’s what the fifth dimension is like.

Do not worry about it. It is the adjustments and attunements, as you are firmly anchoring in a different dimension.

My skin now also has a different scent. Sort of the way it smelled when I was quite young.

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It took three days before I could start talking about it all. By Dec 24, my heart was a sure that what happened on 12-21-12 was real. It was a culmination of a Spirit marathon which started five years ago.  But I still did not feel comfortable talking about it in public.

"Who's ever heard of a living Master?" a little voice whispered shyly.

"Then get a second opinion," my Spirit guides told me. And so I did.

Three Light Beings Confirm Everything

The three Light Beings, whom Earl Backman channels, have now confirmed everything. Earl was the first and the only person with whom I shared what happened on 12-21-12. That's because, as I was doing the Triangle of Light broadcast on 12-22-12, I looked up something the Light Beings had said about this trip to Peru back in October:

"There is nothing more we can really say but affirm everything you are feeling. It is how some enlightened earth being say - “all the stars are lining up for this return home” … to not only pay homage to the Source, to not only honor the Spirits and the area, but we can tell you - you will undergo another spiritual initiation in this process."

I had forgotten all about that prediction highlighted in red until 12-22-12. It was another "AHA"-moment for me, one of many on this trip. I did remember, however, what the LBs said about me returning home. Except that I thought that "home" meant the Andes, where I have had important past lifetimes.  But I realized the morning of 12-21-12 that it actually meant returning home to the universe. In fact, I talked about it "live" in one of the video clips recorded on Amantani island.

So I asked Earl on Dec 24 to have the LBs confirm that my interpretation of what happened on 12-21-12 was accurate. Here's his reply:

"I have just tuned into the LB's and they definitely confirmed what you were told in October."

Here's what the LBs said to me on Dec 24:

"You Listened! You Trusted! You took Action! This is the way it is to be. You were guided by the Masters on your entire journey, experiencing what you never expected. This is because you were open to receiving all of the blessings from the Spiritual Realm. You will continue to be guided in your work-expanding your guardianship of Planet Earth. Blessings."

I asked Earl to thank the LBs for me, both for the past guidance and for this message.

Change in Voice Inflection, Singing and Flute-playing Ability

Even before the 12-21-12 initiation, I had noticed a change in my voice. It got deeper. More resonant. During our climb of Huayna Picchu on Dec 17, I told Liz, my Peruvian guide and friend, about it.

Then on Dec 23, Charles, a business friend of mine from Dallas, Texas, after watching the latest Triangle of Light broadcast, which I recorded in Lima on 12-22-12, wrote: "You can tell by the look on your face and the inflection in your voice you were moved deeply."

Another independent confirmation.  In my reply, I told him that I had first noticed it on Huayna Picchu (right).

As the trip went on, my flute playing ability also improved. I only picked playing the instrument a little over a year ago and have been self-taught in everything I have learned so far. But on this trip, I met one person who is an accomplished flautist.

Serge, Barbara's husband, also a university professor in Boston, was evidently given that job by the Spirit realm on this trip - unbeknownst to either of us. On Dec 18, he helped me with general advice on how to create beautiful long note vibrations on the flute.

After a year of not being able to figure it out on my own, I got it right away. And so when I was guided to play Pachelbel and Beethoven's "Ode de Joy" from the 9th Symphony at sunset on Dec 20, the music that came out of my flute as a farewell to the last sunset of the Pisces era sounded much better than anything I had played before (right).

Similarly, at the end of my 12-21-12 initiation, with tears rolling down my cheeks, I started to SING (!) "Amazing Grace." Imagine that - SING! I don't know what came over me. I was never a good singer. I didn't think I had a good voice. But using the same technique I had just learned while playing the flute, I was able to produce decent vocal sounds.  "Amazing Grace" was not amazing, but it was of acceptable quality for a novice singer.


Back Home: Getting to Know the New, More Feminine Me

I am home now (Dec 26). I wrote most of this essay on the long flights from Lima to Houston to San Francisco to Maui - about 8,000 miles in the air. Today, I have been trying just to be, to feel and observe the new me.


  • I’ve already shared about my sunburn turning into a “celestial facial," about the change in my voice, and the flute playing abilities. Another thing I noticed - a tiny skin tag on my nose that I had intended to have my dermatologist remove - is now gone. Poof! Burned off by sun, I suppose? Or celestial magic?

  • Today, I also felt serene and relaxed all day. I felt I was in a state of permanent bliss.  Nothing could rattle me. God knows there were plenty of opportunities for it.

  • This morning, for example, I had to deal with a difficult situation of my lost bag. United Airlines’ uncaring attitude would have caused the old Bob to pop a tonsil. But today, I just smiled and wrote a firm but not too aggressive letter to the UA CEO. And then I detached from it. Completely.  It's only "things."

  • I noticed that my movements are slow and deliberate, just like moving through water, as Archangel Michael had said.

  • In traffic, I was patient and understanding when another driver drove slowly or hogged the road. That’s not typical of me, either.

  • I’ve also noticed that music sounded better. I played this morning Beethoven’s  “Moonlight Sonata,” Saint-Saens’ “Swan” and Beethoven’s “Violin Concerto.” I felt the music of each piece deeper than ever.

  • My body feels more fluid and flexible. I’ve had a back injury for decades. The pain has subsided so much that I no longer take Ibuprofen.  Ditto re. my knee injury.

  • Ever seen a 67-year old with no gray hairs and with a nearly full head of hair? I have not. For years now, I have been wondering what makes me apparently exempt from this rule of aging. Now I know. The 12-21-12 initiation has helped shed the light on that question, too.

  • I was guided to abstain from food again for at least 24 hours following my trip home. That’s to allow the body to purge itself of unwanted energies which I may have accumulated during the trip, especially in Houston. The energy in that city felt very uncomfortable for me. I could not wait to leave.

  • Elizabeth and I are virtual non-drinkers. We may have a couple of drinks a year. But when I was fasting in Peru, the Spirit told me to drink a small glass of red wine occasionally. It is both for nutrition and as communion with the Spirit. So that’s what I have been doing. I did not even know how many bottles of wine we had in the house until after I had already bought two new bottles today at Whole Foods.

  • Elizabeth and I were virtual vegetarians. Most of our meals were soups and salads. Now I am contemplating becoming a full vegetarian. The meat they served on airplanes looked disgusting to me. Of course, most of airline meals are.  But if being a full vegetarian means not eating fish, then I probably won't make it.

  • I've also noticed a change in my nightly incantations. I used to say: "I set my intention to live in love, balance and harmony with all beings of Light. I also set my intention to reject and repel any and all dark energies that do not serve my higher purpose."  Now I feel guided to say: "I set my intention to live in love, balance and harmony with all Creation in the universe. I welcome the opportunity to transform any dark energies into Light, if it pleases the Spirit."

  • Both men and women have both masculine and feminine energies. It’s just that men have more of the former, and the women more of the latter.  Put it all together, and what I think is happening is that overall, feminine energies (suppleness, gentleness, fluidity) are increasing, masculine energies (aggressiveness, forcefulness, rigidity) are waning.  

  • Welcome to the Era of Aquarius! And the new, more feminine - Me.

PS: Message from Sirian Council

HAIKU, Dec 28 - I had a dream last night in which the Sirian Council had sent a woman to accompany me on my climb to the Temple atop the Amantani Island, and sign with me "Ode de Joy" along the way and during the initiation ceremony.  For those of you who might not be aware, I come originally from Sirius B. That they sent a woman to accompany me suggests the balancing o masculine-feminine energies as befits the Aquarius Era.

Today is Elizabeth's birthday. That woman was probably she. Elizabeth and I have shared many lifetimes together on this planet going all the way back to Atlantis.

Speaking of past lives, let me now try to put this initiation and ascension in the context of those...



Road to Ascension: From Serving Ego to Serving Others

Past Life Analysis

For most of my earthly lifetimes in the last 3,500-4,000 years, I played pretty powerful ruler-warrior figures. Like King Theseus founder of Athens, or Ephraim son of Joseph, or Judah Maccabee, or Roman Emperor Constantine, or Pope Julius II, or King Phillip II, etc. Yet at the same time, another part of me, acting as a soul split, would play the role of a spiritual leader. Such as Theodosius of Delphi - Constantine's soul split, Hatun Watana, high Inca shaman, Samuel Vitelli, a Venetian artist, etc.. The latter characters would tend to ameliorate the karma that the ruler-warriors accumulated.

Then for the last 500 years or so, most of my lifetimes have been either spiritual or in the field of arts (Jean Ferdinand Deveraux, Count of Saint Germaine's disciple and alchemist, friend of Mozart and Beethoven, Prince Albert, Queen Victoria's husband, Franz Liszt, pianist and composer, Wonka Tewa, Apache shaman, etc.). No more ruler-warriors, a lot less karma, if any (click here to see a list of all known past lifetimes).

And then finally - ascension - the slate wiped clean. Graduation from body to spirit.  A fresh start from ground zero. Now teacher and guide to others. Returning to body - optional. Only when something truly critical needs to be done, I suppose.

Bottom line: Is it possible to ascend to Mastery while still in a body? Without a doubt. I’m the living proof of it. Ascension happened to me on 12-21-12. It is my Higher Self that ascended to Spirit while I, and my three other soul splits, are still incarnated.

Just keep in mind that ascension happens in stages. It's not like one day you're a flesh and blood man, and the next - poof - and you're now an Ascended Master, a spirit.  It doesn't quite work that way.

Even before 12-21-12, I knew for example that my Higher Self was a guide to some pretty powerful figures on this planet. In other words, while one part of our soul is doing work in a physical body, another (bigger, more powerful) part is doing its work in the Spirit realm. For more advanced souls, that often means being a teacher and a guide to other, less evolved souls. So what happened on 12-21-12 was an EVOLUTIONARY step on the path of ascension on which the ALTZAR soul has been for some time now, not a quantum leap.

What has happened since 12-21-12, however, has been a rebirth and an evolution of a new man.  A more feminine ALTZAR. Which is an irreversible process that will encompass all of humanity go on for at least the next 5,000 years. Until mankind achieves a balance once again between the masculine and feminine energies. Just as it once was in Lemuria.

So what goes around, comes around. Human development runs in 18 million-year cycles. Or planet is 4.5 billion years ago. A 5,000-year cycle, such as the Aquarius era we have just entered, is a mere blip in Mother Earth's and man's history. There is nothing, absolutely nothing we think is new and exciting that mankind has not experienced many times before. Spiritual icons such as Jesus, Buddha, Mohammad, Melchizedek, Thoth, etc. have all come and gone in different eras under different names, and not just in the last 3,000 to 4,000 years.

"There is nothing new under the sun," King Solomon also noted some 3,500 years ago. "History merely repeats itself. It has all been done before."

That could be a depressing thought, couldn't it? Which is why our physical memories are erased every time we incarnate. To keep us excited and interested in creating OUR new world. Each time we come back into body, we have a chance to make a difference - to create just a little differently, a little better, a little more elegantly. Or to screw up a little more royally. That's also up to us each time.  Free will and all that.

Which is how real soul progress is made - three steps forward, two steps back.  So let's focus on those three steps forward. The slippery path of ascension will take care of those two steps back. And let's keep on creating TOGETHER, as a COMMUNITY OF MAN - in love, balance and harmony for all Creation in the Universe.

So it goes...


*NOTE: St. Germain, as one of the Masters of the Ancient Wisdom, is credited with near god-like powers and with longevity. It is believed that Sir Francis Baconfaked his own death on Easter Sunday, 9 April 1626, attended his own funeral and made his way from England to Transylvania where he found lodging in a castle owned by the Rakóczi family. There, on 1 May 1684, Bacon, by using alchemy, became an immortal occult master and adopted the name Saint Germain and became one of the Masters of the Ancient Wisdom, a group of beings that, Theosophists believe, form a Spiritual Hierarchy of planet Earthsometimes called the Ascended Masters. 


UPDATE, Dec 30: The last two days in a row (Dec 28-29), I drew Goddess of Water Mystic Medicine card as my daily guidance. For all the rest of 2012, she only showed up four times. the last one on Aug 27. Here was her message:

Goddess of Water is here to celebrate with you the Right of Passage to fully own your own privilege to communicate and transmit your Source-given light. You, as the Goddess of Water, can sing the Waters and you into health and a new way of being.

So lots of feminine energy around me these days. And as you saw, that was also the case during my Amantani Initiation.  Goddess of Water was also prominent there.

Ever since I got back, the weather had been sunny and dry. Last night, it started raining. It is a beautiful, gentle, misty rain. It is still raining as I write that. While I was meditating in the spa this morning (note - WATER - again!) - in the rain - Goddess of Water reminded me of the dream she had given me last night.

I saw the Namaka Creek flowing as I never had before (Namaka is the Hawaiian Goddess of Water, sister of Pele, Goddess of Volcanoes and Fire). The creek had expended well beyond the river banks that this seasonal stream occasionally fills (see the video below). It ran right over the Anahata-Huaca-Ahu (AHA - the sacred site) and on down the gulch. Yet I was somehow perched high up above the AHA, and watching it all in awe from a bird's eye perspective. Such as in these simulated pictures.

Then I just stepped down the magical stone steps (which do not exist in reality) - like walking on water - and climbed up the hill toward our home. That's where I was guided to do a Fire ceremony today, the last of the four BIG days in December of 2012 (see Special #333 and Master's #11 Fire Ceremony, 12-03-12).

By the way, the official forecast for today is "Scattered Clouds" (see below). :-) But what do these left-brain meteorologists know about Goddess of Water.  Obviously they haven't run their forecast by her...

And here is now a short video of the Namaka Creek running filmed on 12-11-11.




UPDATE, Dec 31: The last two Mystic Medicine cards I drew on the last two days of 2012 were Rebirth and Ascended Masters. I got the Ascended Masters card in answer to my question for the final card for 2012 which would sort of synthesize the whole year.  Could these two guidance cards have been any more appropriate in light of what has happened in the last 10 days?

Here's the message I received from the Ascended Masters:

"Welcome to the Great White Brotherhood, Brother Altzar. Heavenly realm comes to bring messages and symbols in light and sound to help awaken the people of the Earth. When people listen in silence sensing into their intuition, they feel and perhaps even hear us. Just as you did."


A few days after coming home, I received an email from Jeff Georgevich, a friend of mine from Manhattan Beach, with pictures he took of the incredible sunset that he and some of his friends and family witnessed on 12-21-12. Enjoy!

Claude, my new friend and brother from our Amantani island experience, commented upon seeing these photos as follows:

Bonjour Bob ,
Grand merci pour ces superbes photos . Je dirai que c'est une fleur de lotus en or .
C'est l'Amour ą l'état pur qui jaillit sur notre plančte , elle innonde nos coeurs .............
Lumičre , paix et amour Bob ,

(Translation: Big thank you for these beautiful photos. I would say that this is a golden lotus flower.
This is love in its purest form that flows on our planet, it inundates our hearts .............
Light, peace and love Bob, Claude)

To which I replied:

Hi, Claude. Yes, I felt it was a message of love from the Universe. But you put it so beautifully when you described it as a golden lotus flower. Even the photos take one's breath away. And just imagine what it must have been like to have been one of these people receiving such Divine gift directly.








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